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My heart is breaking tonight…

July 1, 2010


…my nieces and nephew are now back in Texas with their parents and are living with my mom and the molester. I have told everyone what atrocities he did to me, yet they all dismiss with, “he’s changed, nothings going to happen.”  Really!?  I sure do wish I were clairvoyant too! Everything I’ve learned about […]

I’m Sorry…

October 7, 2008


I think my least favorite phrase in the human language is, “I’m sorry!”  9 times out of 10 when a person says, “I’m sorry,” they’re really only sorry they got caught. And now want me to forgive them for something I am still too pissed off about.  Which puts me in the very unhappy position […]

To Confront the abuser or not to confront…

April 11, 2007


The person that abused me is the step-monster, he didn’t deny per say but he diminshed what was done. My situation is difficult (not that anyone else’s isn’t) it’s just that the step-monster was in my youngest brothers life from birth so he knows only him as dad (so my youngest brothers alliance is with […]

Me, Myself and I

March 17, 2007


As I write this I am on the verge of tears.  All my life I have wanted to fit in whether that be in Church or at school.  As a young girl church should’ve been a refuge yet it was a place of contention for me.  I went because my family went yet I felt […]


March 8, 2007


 The definition of Forgiveness is described  as a quality by which one ceases to feel resentment against another for a wrong that has been committed against oneself. When one ceases to feel resentment against another…I am just coming to terms with something that was perpetuated upon me when I was a child.  Why is it that others […]